Huh!! « Meowsstar's Blog

Huh!! « Meowsstar's Blog

SPM ended on the nov 18th last year….then yesterday was the day when the feeling got bac!….

yesh….that feeling….when u study….for EXAMZ…..

yesterday was arabic test…..btw,…now s mid sem…so its just not an ordinary test…nd so….arabic…lol….i just had no clue what i did…was ma first tym takin an exam on arabic….was cool though….now i m thinkin of learnin some other languages as well….hmm…..

today….DISASTER…..had ma bio….shit…..CRAP…well i just hope i did well…

tis comin thursday would be ma chem test….ahhhh…..i havent studied a thinggggggggg!…..needa study now i knw….but forget it…

so what happened today….hmm..oh yaaa…..mom called sayin that two f ma bestest cousins r comin down to malaysiaaaaaaaa…….yuppyyyyyyyy……..man i m lovin this!!……Ainee baji nd Ayesha baji….love em….but damn…..i needa go bac to kuantan!……i really wanted to…..nd i can assure any1 that i can oh yes i can go bac alone!….i just dont understand why baba cant get that…..but imma talk to him bout this…..even gayu was like….MARYAM GROW UP!…..(i m grown up….but ma baba aint)…..nd then…..afta got bac from class today(from the bio test)…..got bac to ma room to take ma lab report….wanna finish doin it…then ma roomates were like….”hey maryam, wanna go to pasar malam?”……oh noooooooo……i really wanted to buh damn….that lab report!!….so they went off nd there i was in the cafe doin ma bio lab report with ma group…two others…..izzah nd faiq…..lovely gals….then afta finishing….got bac to ma room then straight to the bathroom…..Ahhh…..what a relieve…..today was damn HOT…..i mean HOT!!…..like so hottttttt……not sizzling hot but DAMN HOT!……then when i got bac to ma room…..there was a knock on the door…..i opened the door….nd there were 3 DURIANS in a plastic….no one was there……but i could hear some laughin nearby…..knew they were ma roomates….haha…….what a FUN!……..3 BIG LARGE DAMN HUGE DURIANS……man…..i really wanted to eat em….was havin a feelin to eat em from quite long…..haha….nd yes i ate like a pig…..i mussay….sarah nd nabilah r the DURIAN QUEENS!…..they managed to open the skin…the real thorny skin……nd there it was….the delicious flesh!….smelly though…..buh who cares!!!!…….i was enjoyin eatin em…..

nd now…..like i dono why buh i m hatin facebook……damn boring…..haha….like wtf!……DIE FACEBOOK DIE!….

nd so….i m missin RAMESHA….ma net suck….i know….damn i m missin RENUKA as well……missin ma baby!……nd i dono why…..i m missin all otherssssssssss…….not GAYU…..i met her many times already….. i m missin LINDA ND SOSO ND NONO!!!!!!!!>>>>>ND LARRY ND GIAM ND CHA CHAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!……wanna meet ya guys like really!….

what happened last week? « Meowsstar's Blog

what happened last week? « Meowsstar's Blog

lemme just start by sunday evening…..last sunday evening…..oh oh wait….last sunday afternoon…..even betta!!!….so…Last sunday afternoon, i was comin back to petaling jaya from kuantan….came bac with cha cha……her dad was kind enough to send me back to ma college……seriously a really nice man…..i got bac to my room in hostel at bout 6.30 pm…..then the world got upside down…..i havent read anything yet for ma bio quiz…like wth!…..i started readin like a pig though i was hell tired….then i slept…..(btw…whateva i read that moment was no good cos i cudnt understand a thing)…

nd so….the next day…..monday precisely…..was havin chem nd bio class…nt bad…but damn i was hell much in tension for ma bio quiz……then i ws like….(to ma bio tcher)……hey madam…why cant we do this quuiz on friday??…..nd she was like….maryam u hav been to ur house last week right?…ur father s a doctor n i bet u hv studied something with him….nd i was like…WHAAAAAAAAA…….madam!……my father asked me not to bring a single book bac to kuantan…..but damn….that didnt work nd so i read nd read again nd again…..

tuesday= the day b4 bio quiz…..was havin ma arabic class at 8am…..till 11am…..nd was gonna hav a chem quiz later at 4 pm…then when it was bout 10.30 am….one of ma classmate….a boy….named ADAM told us that the chem quiz would be held at 11.30….nd all of us were like wha???????????…….wtf!……i wasnt ready for that damn quiz man nd now ur tellin me that im just havin an hour..oopss half an hour to study chem??…..i havent even taken ma breakfast yet!,…..nd so…..thanx to our ustad(arabic tcher)…..we went out of the class at 10.45am…then i went to the cafe for breakfast…..then starightttttt to ma room….read chem for like 15 minutes nd then holy crap…..NATURE CALL!….went to the toilet……then it was too late…..gotta get ma self ready for the chem class(only fr quiz)….nd then i headed to the class which was bout 5 minutes walk from ma hostel…sat on the chair….nd the quiz paper was ready……answered like a babi!…..so many damn questions….manage to finish up all….but hav no clue bout what would be the outcome….well forget it….so that was that day…..at night i studied bio like hell….like a holy shit hell!!!……ahhhh….slept at bout 2 something am….

nd so……wednesday…..the day of the bio quiz….was gonna hav the quiz at 11 am…..woke up early for prayers…..then again i revised ma notes…then at bout 10.30 i headed to ma class…..we had some lecture on a new topic first nd there was a guest……well a guest for tcher…..i mean ma madam…..the guest was there to examine bout ma madam’s teaching nd hell whatsoeva….then 30 minutes b4 class was bout to end….we had our quiz….well….the questions asked were kinda deep…….well hav no idea what i did…..i m just waiting for the marks now…..END OF HOLY COW TENSION!…..went bac to ma room nd slept like a cow!…..then at night we were havin this one kind of programme…. guardians’ angel nd also aerobic….well was not bad…..but then……upon reaching ma room…i slept again like a pig!…….what a life!….i was in paradise…..damn that rhymed!

thursday….had a chem class….then tilawah class…..hehe….boring day….nothin much to be talked bout….or described!…..oh yea…my father told me that he was comin down to kl….i was happy…i dono why….i hv neva been this happy meeting ma father….mayb b cos i was missin him….wheneva i m at kuantan….sometimes he s not even there……so i was happy….but i wasnt sure when he s gonna come and meet me up…..

yesterday ws friday….it was friday friday …..holy shit….rebecca black….poor thing…..wasnt her fault that her voice stink!….she was born that way baby!…..but damn….katy perry was kind enough to hav her being a cool kid in her latest song last friday night!..what a trend!……friday?….hahah….funny…..nd so…..my friday…i mean yesterday……was hvin bio class at 8 am……then all of a sudden ma teacher was like….okay class….tym for some quizzzzzzzzz…….for chpter 5 nd sixxxxxxxxxx……….nd we were like no plssssssssssss……..damn that rhymed again…..but who cares….that shit happened yesterday!……i havent revised….oops…….i havent even go through those topics!……nd she asked us to get ready in 10 minutes……i buat bodoh= i act stupid…..then she asked us to write 10 question on a piece of paper…..they were essay questions….nd answer those questions in 30 minutes…..wtf!…..even in examzzzzzzzz we r give an hour to answer ONE essay question!…..manage to finish only 3 questions….hahaha…..not complete though…..nd then i planned to go out for movie…harry potter….with friends…..we were just bout to go that when ma father called sayin that he s gonna meet me up in an hour…..+ with mc donalds…..mc donlads seem to stop me from goin out…….nd so i waved to ma friends…..bye bye!!!…….HAV FUN GUYS!!!!…..then i went bac to ma room….got a call from dad!….”maryam….i wont be able to come today…..kinda busy now”…..my heart shattered in pieces….i dono if it was b cos of not gettin to meet him or not gettin the mc donalds or not being able to go out watch movie!…..well…..whateva i was…..it wasnt good!…..

well now its saturday….needa study but i m chatting with RAMESHA QAMAR KHAN!……hhaha….miss her!……i guess thats all for today…i’ll write again soon!

made a wrong turn! « Meowsstar's Blog

made a wrong turn! « Meowsstar's Blog

pink said, made a wrong turn once or twice is fine

i believe her cos she s aint lying

something happened to me in the past exploding ma mind

not to forget that also made me blind

pieces of shits happening all around the line

simply describing that nothing s ever gonna be fine

this rhyme aint stopping if u dont give a sign

cause i ll take it as something out of ur kind

dont blame me cause i aint havin a sense of being shy

oh just stop pls! pls stop crying

stop crying cos thats aint right

ur cry just made me feel like i’m gonna cry

so shut ur mouth nd hold ur tears in ur eyes

or else i’ll kick ur ass to the sky

theres a limit why im behaving this type

believe me u dont want to know cos tat aint gonna make things right….!!

leave it blank « Meowsstar's Blog

leave it blank « Meowsstar's Blog

yea…..no title for this post cos its gonna be a random post…..

ma life……would be best described as ‘HORRENDOUS’ for now….aint havin fun studying….wtf!…..who would hav fun studying anyway?….hmmm…..well i guess i m just being ungrateful…b cos those 5 months afta spm without studies were even much more nastier than what am facing now…

well i dont like studies when it comes to a point when i m not havin fun by doin something else than studying…..like for instance…..now, i m havin those freakin continues assesments that r freakin me out cos i hv to like study everyday nd i seriously hate that……every week a quiz!….nd the worst parts is that just b cos of this…..i m not so active in some other co activities….arghhh…..hatin it…

like honestly now…..i can assure every1 that guys in kuantan r like so much betta nd open than those thousands of guys here in UIA…..my tuition mates in kuantan were the best!…..gals in UIA r like betta like seriously….i mean they re like much more supportive compared to the boys hea….well…NASTY stuff…

bout the lecturers…..hmm…i m still havin hard tym callin them madam…..(both the lecturers r females)….the word ‘teacher’ is just not gettin out of ma tounge….but still then i m trying…..nice ppl…..ma chem tcher…miss rahimah….simply sweet…..nd ma bio tcher…..ahhhhhhhh…..love her……just so damn supportive….nd a bit fast……no no not a bit….damn fast in teaching….no n not in teaching but in clicking….yea…..the way she clicks the mouse.nd the way the slides keep on goin to the next slides in just few seconds…………ahhhhhhhhh loving her….making our lives much more easier…..haha….nd yea….not to forget ma arabic teacher….a guy…USTAD…damn….two days in a week would be our classes nd 3 hours/day……thanx to him…the 3 hours r always cut down to 2 hours……i just love the lecturers!!!…simply the best thing to eva happenED to me THIS FAR!…..

nd so now…when i was supposed to be studying something for ma biology…i m writing a blog!…..and yea……ma internet connection hea suck big tym…sometimes i just felt like goin to the department(one of…that provided us the wifi)……in ma istitute…..nd kick their asses for creating such a ‘magnificent’ net connection!!!!!!!!!

A Car Accident! « Meowsstar's Blog

A Car Accident! « Meowsstar's Blog

i called ma mom yesterday nd she wasnt talking the normal way…..i asked her what happened nd she was like nothin….nd then i insisted her to tell me….i wished i didnt….cause now im in super duper tension….

she told me she had a car accident on the way sendin sauha to school…..nd i ws like…WHAAAA??…..well it was simple to be understood cos AVANZA is kinda too huge for her to drive…..nd she tried her very best…..i told her this…..but she was really scared…..that literally made me scared as well…..

b4 this i would be by her side when she’s driving….but now she’s drivin alone…..i m just too concerned for her…..

yesterday night i cudnt sleep well……i guesses i slept at around 5 am nd woke up at 6 am….prayed then off to class…..ARABIC CLASS>….3 hours long….god…..HORRENDOUS!!…….my eyes were sticking as sift someone glued it or something….i was just about to sleep that when ma teacher caled ma name to answer a question…..the worst part was that…..i didnt even know what was goin on!….thank god ma friend sitting beside me was nice enough to show me her book….nd shit 2 hours were spend somewhat like i was in dreamin or something….i was looking at ma friends watch….ONE MORE HOUR TO GO!……but DAMN!….all of a sudden….”sadakallahulawzim”……..hhahahha….i was soooooooo happy!!!….man the class ended an hour earlier!!…..thank god!!…..

then i went bac to room….nd slept like a pig……i asked ma friend to wake me up after 2 hours…..what a great feeling!…..muahhhhh…..i love sleeping…..it was like i was in paradise….so i slept for 2 hours nd then ma friend woke me up….surprisingly i felt fresher….

nd then i called ma mom…..she still sounded kinda scared but was betta than yesterday!……i guess she ll need sometime to recover!…

nd now i m bloggin…..havin class at 4 nd now its 2pm……tomoro havin a bio quiz…..loving bio but it suck big tym!…….i’ll write again soon!

A piece of shit! « Meowsstar's Blog

A piece of shit! « Meowsstar's Blog: "no such discrimination from ma side….SHE s a piece of shit!…..i mean wth is wrong with her anyway…..act smart all the tym when she actually turns up making fool of herself….Booo…..what a shame!!…..shame shame puppy shame!!….

i mean…just stay in ur limit BITCH!….okay mayb not a bitch yet but a future-to-be bitch…ahh i hate u!!…..ur a shit!….nd u shit all the tym….oh that smelly shit!!….SMELLY POOP of urs disgustssss me!!…..

wheneva i reach that gate….i knew i’ll see ya….i thought u were a nice “dog”…but u arent…the moment i’ll see u….ur dirty deed would come up in ma mind…YUck!!….poor ma friend!!….what was her fault anyway??…..u bitch!!…..did u really hav to poop on her??????????……go to hell!!!"

Felt the pressure! « Meowsstar's Blog

Felt the pressure! « Meowsstar's Blog

today is saturday…..when usually i dont do much stuff….now i m studying!…..this is a massive change in me….god!…weirdo me…for this semester…i m takin BIO 1……Campbell 9th edition….CHEM 1…..Silseberg……tilawah quran nd Arabic language…..

i mean…..i dnt mind reading those books…buh damn…..the only thing i mind here is to read those books EVERYDAY!….nd i m just not the typ…..DAMN ME!…i m hatin maself….nd so i think i shud chnge maself for good….cos thats the only way….i m feeling too much pressure….its hittin hardly on ma head!….i could feel those imaginary ‘EGGS’ on ma head just like how SIN CHAN would hav it when he is hit by he s mom…..hehe……

oh well…..i really hav to be less on internet now….this monday….i will be hvin chem nd bio quiz….wish me luck!!

I m packed but…… « Meowsstar's Blog

I m packed but…… « Meowsstar's Blog

i m damnnnnnnnnnnn busy nowadays……PACK SCHEDULE!!…i hv joined three clubs+a hisbah club nd i want to join another club!!….that club’s name is….ahh….ok…it goes something like this….ADVENTURE CLUB>…….ahhhhhhh….i love the ativities…hiking…..jungle trecking…..camping……paintball!!!!….ohhhhh…..buttttttttt…….no more forms for me!!!!!!!!….means i will hv to join it next year!!!!!!!!….i tried to bribe them but it just didnt help!!….huhuhu…..

okay so forget bout that!……this comin 8th july…..there ll be an open house ceremony for ma house….yeaaaaaaa…..means i will be goin bac to kuantan…..yuppy!!!!!!…..nd mst probablyyyyyyy…..ma grandparents from pakistan would be comin as well!!!……from the both side…..ma baba nd ma ammi…..ahhhhhhhh….i wanna meet em allllllll…..plus ma friendsssssssss…gosh!!….what a feeling….

New place new friends new teachers NEW LIFE! « Meowsstar's Blog

New place new friends new teachers NEW LIFE! « Meowsstar's Blog